Nearing 40 years old is nerve wracking!
I noticed that I have a lot of things to worry about.
Weather it be about;
- money
- retirement
- moving out
- earning more
- money for leisure
- health
- piling stress
- declining physical health
- mental health
- love life
- conscious about appearance
- aging
Well, I could go on.
There are so many things to worry or could go wrong with one's life and I feel I am helpless as a human being.
Well, I am not aiming to be a deity, but I mean, I feel the vulnerability.
That is when I've come to a conclusion that I cannot be worrying constantly to, how do I call this, a vanity? Well that might be one way to describe it, vanity.
It's just my inner thoughts again to get ahead of everything since I am accumulating age.
I am really thankful that there is a higher being who is always humbling me when I seem to be destroying myself with constant stress and worry over something worthless to Him. (a believer of Jesus here :))
With the right mindset, my mind is enlightened that all I worry about does not really matter.
This lessens my stress and I feel better :).
That is it for now.