One thing I remember when I purchased this laptop in June 2025 is that I was constantly scared and worried 😣. I just didn’t want to make a mistake because it was a considerable big purchase — and wasting money is not in my vocabulary.
And guess what? When the comes for getting another big purchase, just as expensive as my laptop, I was initially scared again 😅. But this time, my mindset started to shift because I had been watching manifesting videos.
Now, not to mistake it for anything — manifesting videos are just a form of entertainment for me. Maybe they’re true or maybe they're not; that’s not what I'm after. Ultimately, I don’t want to sell my soul trying to believe in something and neglect my real faith 🙏 (a believer of Jesus Christ here).
Going back to the topic, I realized I actually learned something practical from those manifesting videos:
✨ How would your successful self act in this situation?
Like a secure person wouldn't be afraid making this purchase right, especially if its within the budget? At first, it was so hard for me to do it, as if my present self was deflecting the idea. Then I learned that my nervous system is simply working as it should — that’s why I feel resistance in my body 🧠⚡.
And then, unexpectedly, a Bible verse popped into my mind — the moment when Jesus taught the disciples:
“Truly I tell you, if anyone says to this mountain, ‘Go, throw yourself into the sea,’ and does not doubt in their heart but believes that what they say will happen, it will be done for them.” — Mark 11:23 (NIV)
Those words light up in my head.
In that moment, my nerves calmed down 😌. The words of our Savior are the ones my nervous system doesn’t deflect. As soon as this came to mind, I found myself shouting at my fears — telling them I am not afraid of this considerable a simple errand. There is no reason to be scared or worried.
Now, I can confidently say that buying this second big purchase of mine is not that bad at all..
That is it for now.
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